You're one of the few I'd travel back in time for...
Me being afraid of the unknown kept my heart in a glass case. Many times, I wanted to just let go but my mind told me otherwise. I was unsure of your intentions.
That's not true.
I was terrified of our potential.
At the time, I was all, "We know what it is..." but now, I'm discovering the opposite. Words never said were lost in lustful stares as you lay in my lap, that boyish grin tugging at my heart. Your eyes were big enough for me to get lost in and your hugs proved to be everything I needed all the time.
I hate that I didn't spend more time there.
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With you, I experienced intimacy the way I needed to
but still, I found a reason to hold back. Fear is a bitch yo.
You told me that things happen for a reason and I wish I knew what ours was; both the beginning and the end.
Moments like those, I live for...to this day, you're the only one I can share them with.
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You're the one that got away...
Would you have been willing to start a new life here with me, leaving your old one behind to give us the chance we deserved? How I wish I could find out. If given the chance, I'd do you all over again
...and one more time after that
...No holds barred
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I'd be lying if I didn't say I wonder how it would play out though...
You show tons of promise ;)